真心付出换来的又是什么?

这fucking世界

现实、残酷

小鬼又活在这世界受伤了:(((((

自找苦吃:{{{{{

感情这家事

受过几次伤、

却还相信真爱的存在

笨、蠢

我知道

我麻木了

一旦爱上，

就会付出所有

得到的还是伤害/.\

我的心~~好疼

我只会用眼泪来发泄所有

不骂、不吵、不闹

不想自己的无理取闹

换来听到的是一句句刺在心里的伤

很痛:::{{{{

或许是我做的不够好

配不上你

你的条件不差

确实能够找到你最想要的那种类型

我~~~

我差透了~~

或许写了这blog不久后

我们就要分开了

你的忽冷忽热、

忽近忽远，

我接受不到

对你、

我付出真心、

不发脾气

但、

我还忍受不到那种所谓的冷淡、冷漠

我们的感情

你认真了3个月

我付出3个月

但不管我做得几好，

你还是觉得我lebih

不在乎哪来的不爽?

说过什么不爽直接说出来

但现在呢

根本就没必要了

一切的承诺

说好的、

都不再实现囖

所以~~

好好生活吧

你可以找到更好

更适合你的

我~`

不会再打扰你的生活

THIS FUCKING WORLD:{{{{{

I think the whole world addicated to the drama,

only attracted to the thing that' ll bring you trauma.

And to discriminate only genarates hate,

and when you hate then you' re bound to get irate

badness is what you demonstrate and that' s exactly

how anger works and operates 

Now,you gotta have love just to set in straight take control to your mind and mediacate

Can you pratice what you preech?

And would you turn the other cheeck?

New days are stranger,is the world insane?

If love and peace is so strong,

why are these pieces of love that don't belong?

Making wrong and decisious only vision of them divindes

The truth is kept secret,it's like rubbish swept under the rag

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I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder

As i ' m gettin' older,y all, people get colder

Most of us only care about money making,

Selfishes got us following the wrong directions

Wrong information always show by the media,

It's infecting the young minds faster than bacteria.

Insted inspreading love we're spreading animosity.

Lack of understanding leading lives away from unity

That's the reason why sometimes I feelin' down

We're all right where we should be

I would never do nothing to let your cowards fuck any my world up

If I was you,I would duck or get struck like lightening,

Till nobody else even fucking feel me till it kill me.

I swear to god,L'll be the fucking illest in this life

these is or these ever will be disagree?

Feel free but from now on I m refusing to ever give up

The only thing I ever gave up is using 'NO' more excuses 

Excuse me if my head is too big in this building,

and pardon me if i m cocky prick but cock care slick

Poppin' shit on how you flipped ya life around crock-of-shit

Who you dicks try to kids flipped dick you did the opposite

you stayed the same cause cock backward is still cock you pricks

Brain fuzzy cause he's buzzin woke up from that buzzin

People don't usually come bek this way,

From a place that was dark as i was in

Just get to this place

I NEVER FEARED DEATH OR DYING

I ONLY FEAR NEVER TRYIN'

I AM WHATEVER I AM,

ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME NOW!!!

放下吧

关于你的所有,
我把所有都删除
不会再去想

我做得到

是你让我知道
什么叫作背板

我付出所有
换来的却是這结果

放下了,
我知道我过得更好

努力、加油~

学习能力总是比人家差

因为这样

我比别人还要更努力

不是因为好胜、

只因为不想让别人瞧不起

不管多辛苦

还是希望自己熬过去

总是一副笑脸对着所有

不是因为虚伪、

只因为不想让别人担心

更不想让自己觉得经不起考验

人生中每一个艰难的阶段

都是上帝给我们的考验

过关了，

总会有奖赏

那就是幸福

我感觉自己已慢慢地长大

学会不那么轻易掉泪

即使有时候想哭

但心里却告诉自己

"该长大了"

以前多么的苦

我都能熬过

我相信

这一次

我也一样能做到

没什么事是解决不了的

时间能够冲淡一切

这份工作对我来说

是艰难、痛苦

但我知道

要是我可以再努力一点

或许就没有我想的那么难，

不是吗?

在这世界

我看透了很多

有些事情发生的突然

但是美好的

有些事情同样发生的突然

但却难以被接受

就像心如刀割一样

痛得叫不出声来

从开始懂事了以后

回想之前经历过的一切

偶尔觉得上帝对我不公平

但也很感激它

因为它让我成熟懂事

清楚明白这世界上的完美并不多

感情、友情、亲情

一切的一切

我记在心里

don't worry、god is alaways on time

I have closed the door on my past 

and opened the new one to step through

and move forward in to the future.

I have renewed hope in my heart,

a spring in my step 

and i will make the next chapter of my life 

ONE TO REMEMBER!

Live the life you want to live,

never be ashamed of anything.

Make decision,

make mistakes,

if u fall,

at the least you fell 

because

you tired,no regret .

it's LIFE ...

I want to live my life without stress and worries,

I don't need to be rich and famous,

I just want to be happy...

REMEMBER =)

Don't ever let anyone break your soul.

U have stand on your own 2 feet and fight.

There r those who would give anything to see you fall.

Never give them the satisfaction.

Hold your head up high.

Put a smile on your face and stand your ground. 

The longer your wait for something,

the more you appreciate it when you get it,

because anything worth having is definitely worth waiting for.

Someday ,

we'll forget about the hurt,

the reasons we cried and who caused us pain.

We will finally understand that the secret to being free is not revenge,

but letting things unfold in their own way and own time.

after all,

what matter is not the first,

but the last chapter of our lives which will show how well we ran the race.

So smile,laugh,forgive,believe and love all over again.

I CHOOSE~~

to live by choice,not the chance;

to make changes,not excuses;

to be motivated,not manipulated;

to be useful,not used;

to excel,not compete;

I choose self-esteem,not self pity.

I choose to listen to my inner voice,

not the random opinion of others.

LIFE =)

I have reach a point in life 

where i feel it is no longer necessary

to try and impress anyone.

If they like me the way I am,

good,

and if they don't ,

it's they loss.