Sunday, 29 June 2014

真心付出换来的又是什么?

这fucking世界
现实、残酷

小鬼又活在这世界受伤了:(((((
自找苦吃:{{{{{
感情这家事
受过几次伤、
却还相信真爱的存在
笨、蠢

我知道
我麻木了
一旦爱上,
就会付出所有
得到的还是伤害/.\
我的心~~好疼

我只会用眼泪来发泄所有
不骂、不吵、不闹
不想自己的无理取闹
换来听到的是一句句刺在心里的伤
很痛:::{{{{

或许是我做的不够好
配不上你
你的条件不差
确实能够找到你最想要的那种类型
我~~~
我差透了~~

或许写了这blog不久后
我们就要分开了
你的忽冷忽热、
忽近忽远,
我接受不到

对你、
我付出真心、
不发脾气
但、
我还忍受不到那种所谓的冷淡、冷漠

我们的感情
你认真了3个月
我付出3个月
但不管我做得几好,
你还是觉得我lebih

不在乎哪来的不爽?
说过什么不爽直接说出来
但现在呢
根本就没必要了

一切的承诺
说好的、
都不再实现囖

所以~~
好好生活吧
你可以找到更好
更适合你的
我~`
不会再打扰你的生活

Monday, 2 June 2014

THIS FUCKING WORLD:{{{{{

I think the whole world addicated to the drama,
only attracted to the thing that' ll bring you trauma.
And to discriminate only genarates hate,
and when you hate then you' re bound to get irate
badness is what you demonstrate and that' s exactly
how anger works and operates 
Now,you gotta have love just to set in straight take control to your mind and mediacate
Can you pratice what you preech?
And would you turn the other cheeck?

New days are stranger,is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong,
why are these pieces of love that don't belong?

Making wrong and decisious only vision of them divindes
The truth is kept secret,it's like rubbish swept under the rag
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I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As i ' m gettin' older,y all, people get colder
Most of us only care about money making,
Selfishes got us following the wrong directions
Wrong information always show by the media,
It's infecting the young minds faster than bacteria.
Insted inspreading love we're spreading animosity.
Lack of understanding leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I feelin' down
We're all right where we should be
I would never do nothing to let your cowards fuck any my world up
If I was you,I would duck or get struck like lightening,
Till nobody else even fucking feel me till it kill me.
I swear to god,L'll be the fucking illest in this life
these is or these ever will be disagree?
Feel free but from now on I m refusing to ever give up

The only thing I ever gave up is using 'NO' more excuses 
Excuse me if my head is too big in this building,
and pardon me if i m cocky prick but cock care slick
Poppin' shit on how you flipped ya life around crock-of-shit
Who you dicks try to kids flipped dick you did the opposite
you stayed the same cause cock backward is still cock you pricks
Brain fuzzy cause he's buzzin woke up from that buzzin

People don't usually come bek this way,
From a place that was dark as i was in
Just get to this place

I NEVER FEARED DEATH OR DYING
I ONLY FEAR NEVER TRYIN'
I AM WHATEVER I AM,
ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME NOW!!!

Monday, 27 January 2014

放下吧

关于你的所有,
我把所有都删除
不会再去想

我做得到

是你让我知道
什么叫作背板

我付出所有
换来的却是這结果

放下了,
我知道我过得更好